tearing has become a normal thing, almost a habit during every friday. first comes stuff that comes in between. almost always a misunderstanding. my past, is it really that important and significant?! from nothing big happened now become smth that may hurt everyone. then comes my mum and everything. its driving me crazy. its almost like i can feel my heart wrenching everytime, every friday. can i please just go die or smth?
im just wondering when will all these end.